For strength

Agnieszka

January 27, 2020

I suffer from complex post-traumatic stress disorder (a combination of depression, adjustment and anxiety disorders). Since the age of 13 I have been accompanied by suicidal thoughts, which are quieted by psychotropic medication. Unfortunately, they come back from time to time, especially on harder days. I have no strength to live, to get out of bed, to leave the house. I see a monster in myself and I think about suicide.