Crisis
Things are bad, the vague anxiety is growing again, a feeling of unbelievable emptiness and contempt for myself. The whole night and tomorrow will be filled with it. On top of that, this terrible pain in my leg! I don't know what I've messed up again, but my wife is silent, she says nothing to me. She has put up a wall. Please pray for light for me, because otherwise I'll wear everyone around me out with my idiocy...