Teach me, Lord...
Lord, forgive me that I do not yet walk in Your ways, I wander the streets without meaning or purpose, I look at and desire things in shops rather than graces and spiritual gifts, or I only deceive myself by fleeing to material things while longing for and needing spiritual gifts like air to live. Forgive the bad witness of my life and conduct, forgive me for putting off the steps towards conversion, running away from the fight for truth, from difficult conversations, from wounds, from becoming courageous and manly, from responsibility...