Spiritual Breakdown

Martyna

June 8, 2023

I have no strength to fight or to act, I see no meaning in anything, I have lost the will for everything, and I see no way out of this state. I ask only for prayer because the pain is immense. The one thing I desire is a full and true relationship with God, to know what He has called me to, because I thought I already knew what I should strive for; I woke up to action and then it was as if I were pulled underwater again, and I am drowning, suffocating, my wings have been clipped once more. And it has been like this my whole life. May God repay you.