Scruples and tormenting guilt

Martyna

February 13, 2022

Once I committed sins I cannot forgive myself for. I confessed them in ordinary and general Confession. Even so it keeps coming back to me, it makes me lose the will to live, I see no meaning, it is hard to trust God's Mercy. Although I cannot turn back time and I deeply regret it, it torments me and makes my mental and spiritual life difficult. I would like to finally be inwardly free of it.. and it is often a gateway for the evil one to torment me with scruples about it and literally poison my life, so that sometimes I come close...