Prayer
I would very much ask You, O God, to stop sending further challenges upon my Family. I can no longer bear it. Is the meaning of my life eternal fear for my loved ones? For their safety? I am a weak man, in the autumn of my life. My shoulders are tired, my back carries too much. With my heart and mind, I cannot comprehend what guilt has made my fate like the life of a galley slave. Lashed by the whip and exhausted. Without hope that I will one day see the sun and breathe deeply. Lord, perhaps I could, with my Family...