I don't know what to ask You for, Lord
Please pray, I am sad in this world knowing that I will never be with the woman who stole my heart; I am overcome by regret, sadness and longing, depression, despair and bitterness. I feel the meaninglessness of my life, a lack of energy and of smiles. I think I want to die, more than once; humanly I have no strength left and I know that nothing will change this so that it could change. God, I can't cope anymore. Strengthen me, a sinner...