In despair

LiliMart

January 18, 2022

I have no strength left, it's uphill all the time. At work despair closes in on me, dark clouds are getting closer.. I can't manage extra duties after work and on days off, stress is wearing me out, it's cold at home and heating costs either money or my health, I'm always afraid of parties, that it will start again.. and I'm afraid of every sound, I sleep badly, I need to be able to come home in peace and have a moment off so as not to think.. This job matters to me, I wouldn't find my way in a new one, not to mention that hardly anyone would want me... somewhere...