Help, please
I have no strength left, it is uphill all the time. At work despair surrounds me, the dark clouds are getting closer... I cannot manage extra activities after work and on days off, the stress is wearing me out. At home it is cold, and heating costs either money or my health. I am constantly afraid of parties, that it will start again... and I am afraid of every sound, I sleep badly. I need to be able to come home in peace and have a moment of free and quiet time so as not to think... I care about this very job, I would not find my place in a new one, not to mention that hardly anyone would...