For reconciliation....
Please pray for me, that I may be able to forgive my eldest brother... he is already an old man and I don't want him to leave this world with my unforgiveness... when I was a child he was already an adult, he abused alcohol and then wrecked the family... his wife... father... mother.... vulgar and crazy.... more than once I ran away from home in terrible fear... he spread terror... once he beat me badly.... through the years of my childhood I cursed him... later I somehow distanced myself, but to this day at the thought of him...